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Good Saturday afternoon to the listening audience of Jubilee Daily Meditations. I apologize this week before I was unable to upload Daily Meditations. I was on a trip and I thought in the beginning that I would be able to handle the uh the schedule and and the drive, but um well needless to say I could not, and so here I am catching up, and um I'm catching up with you today uh by meditating on Genesis chapters twenty-nine and thirty. Now Jacob arrives in Haran as a man running from himself. He has left Beersheba with nothing but a staff and a dream. It was a dream in which God stood over him at Bethel and spoke words of covenant, of blessing, and of an unshakable future. But that was Bethel. Now he is in Haran and the distance between a divine promise and daily reality can feel in uh enormous. Now in Haran, the heavens go silent between the latter dream and the birth of his children. Uh God does not speak a single word to Jacob. The stairway to heaven is replaced by the dust of the sheepfold and the complex web of a dysfunctional and broken family. Um the mirror of Haran. At a well in an open field, Jacob meets Rachel, and something stirs in him immediately. He weeps strong enough that seven years of labor feel like days. It is one of the most romantic lines in all of Scripture. But romance in this story does not last the night. On the morning of the wedding, after the wedding, Jacob discovers that his uncle, Laban, had actually given him Leah instead of Rachel. The irony is intentional. The man who once exploited his father's dim eyesight to steal a blessing in the dark has now been deceived in the dark himself. The man who covered his hands with goatskin to be someone else wakes up besides the quote and unquote the wrong woman. Jacob is discovering that while he could outrun his brother, he couldn't outrun his own methods. This isn't just bad luck. It is the quiet work of a God who disciplines those he loves, not to destroy them, but to make them honest. Now in this passage, we see the theology of the unloved. While Jacob is being humbled, God's attention turns toward someone the world had dismissed. It was apparent that Leah was unwanted. She was given away as a consolation prize in a transaction that she did not choose. But the text pauses to tell us in chapter 29, verse 31, when the Lord saw that Leah was hated, God, the Lord, he opened her womb. Now Leah had neither the romantic affection of a husband nor the status of a preferred bride, but she had the eyes and attention of God. Her sons' names are interesting, and it's like diary entries of a woman longing to be seen. First child, Reuben, the Lord has seen my affliction. Second, Simeon, the Lord has heard. And third, Levi. Now my husband will be attached to me. Now there is an ache in these names. Each one is a striving for human validation, but something shifts at the birth of her fourth child. She stops looking at Jacob and looks upward. This time I will praise the Lord, she says, and she called him Judah. So here Leah stops seeking affection and starts seeking praise. She doesn't have what she wants yet, but she has found the one she needs. Meanwhile, Rachel, the beloved, is barren. She's unable to bear a child. Now her struggle becomes a melting pot full of envy. In chapter 30, we see the uh ancient world's version of uh pregnancy aids. They were uh mandrakes. Now they were superstitions, as we know, fertility uh shortcuts, so to speak, that these sisters bargained uh bargained over like currency. Now, this is a messy scene. The servants become surrogates, children become scorecards, and love becomes a competition. Everyone is maneuvering to manufacture a blessing that they cannot secure in their own hands, and yet in the middle of the noise, the text offers this. Then God remembered Rachel and opened her womb. God remembered, now that's important. Uh these are the important words. Not because Rachel outmaneuvered Leah and not because Jacob's breeding strategy worked. Simply the covenant advances because God is faithful, even when his people are frantic. So by the end of chapter 30, Jacob is wealthy and his family is large, but the nagging question remains has Jacob learned anything or is he still just a more successful version of the same deceiver? We live in that same space uh between promise and fulfillment, don't we? It's a dangerous space where we believe that if we just arrange our lives correctly, we can manufacture what only God can give. But the foolishness of human striving ends at the cross. Look at the lineage. The Messiah did not come through the preferred wife, Rachel. He came through Leah, the unloved, the wrong woman, the one who finally decided that praise was better than striving. Jesus, the Lion of Judah, entered a family tree built on rivalry and desperate longing, and he who deserved all love became the rejected one, so that every Leahs of this world who feel unseen might know that God sees her, and every Rachel of this world who feel empty might know that God remembers her. The promise is fulfilled not by our grasping, but by God's grace. Here are some reflection questions for you to think about. Where in your life are you using mandraks trying to manufacture a result that only God can provide in his timing? Jacob was met with a mirror of his own deceit. Is there a difficult circumstance in your life right now that God might be using to make you more honest? How does it change your perspective to know that the Savior of the world chose to come through the unloved branch of the family tree? Well, that's it. Thanks again for joining us for our daily meditation. I do follow the scripture unions schedule. May the Lord richly bless you as you read the word and walk in the word. Godspeed.

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Nearer my God to thee, nearer to thee, and though it be a cross that eraseth me, still all my song shall be nearer my God to thee, nearer my God to thee, nearer to thee, though like the wander the sun gone down, darkness be over me, my rest is stone. Yet in my dreams I'd be near my God to the nearer my God to the way Steps on to head angels to the knee. Cleaning the sky stars for God